Oleh:\u00a0Rizal\u00a0Karyadi*<\/p>\n
Akulah\u00a0manusia<\/p>\n
Yang\u00a0hanya\u00a0bisa\u00a0terdiam\u00a0dan\u00a0berharap<\/p>\n
Yang\u00a0selalu\u00a0dalam\u00a0kebingungan<\/p>\n
Untuk\u00a0memilih,<\/p>\n
Berlari\u00a0atau\u00a0berhenti<\/p>\n
Bersuara\u00a0atau\u00a0diam<\/p>\n
Bergerak\u00a0atau\u00a0mati,<\/p>\n
Jutaan\u00a0kata\u00a0tumpah\u00a0ruah\u00a0dalam\u00a0kepalaku<\/p>\n
Satu\u00a0sama\u00a0lain\u00a0saling\u00a0bersaing\u00a0untuk\u00a0menguasai,<\/p>\n
Tanganku,\u00a0kakiku,\u00a0mataku,\u00a0bahkan\u00a0mulutku<\/p>\n
Mulutku\u00a0yang\u00a0keluarkan\u00a0kata-kata<\/p>\n
Kata-kata\u00a0yang\u00a0meracuni\u00a0diriku<\/p>\n
Diriku,\u00a0bukan\u00a0tubuhku<\/p>\n
Ruhku,\u00a0bukan\u00a0jasadku<\/p>\n
Tubuhku\u00a0yang\u00a0bisa\u00a0pandang<\/p>\n
Ruhku\u00a0yang\u00a0hanya\u00a0bisa\u00a0kurasakan<\/p>\n
Dan\u00a0rasa\u00a0itu\u00a0yang\u00a0sering\u00a0kulupakan<\/p>\n
Rasa\u00a0yang\u00a0ada\u00a0di\u00a0hati<\/p>\n
Fitnah\u00a0yang\u00a0terus\u00a0menerus\u00a0diproduksi<\/p>\n
Kata-kata\u00a0yg\u00a0terus\u00a0dibuat\u00a0untuk\u00a0menyakiti<\/p>\n
Berpadu\u00a0indah\u00a0dengan\u00a0nafsu,<\/p>\n
Yang\u00a0terus\u00a0menerus\u00a0menari,<\/p>\n
Mengajak\u00a0diri,<\/p>\n
Pergi,<\/p>\n
Sepi,<\/p>\n
Mati<\/p>\n
Ruh\u00a0in\u00a0Ya\u00a0Allah,<\/p>\n
Darimu<\/p>\n
Jasad\u00a0ini\u00a0Ya\u00a0Allah,<\/p>\n
Milikmu<\/p>\n
Akulah\u00a0manusia<\/p>\n
Dan\u00a0kau\u00a0lebih\u00a0tahu\u00a0itu<\/p>\n
*Anggota\u00a0KMNU\u00a0Universitas\u00a0Gadjah\u00a0Mada<\/p>\n
Puisi\u00a0ini\u00a0dibuat\u00a0untuk merefleksikan\u00a0bagiaman\u00a0manusia yang\u00a0semakin\u00a0tersesat\u00a0 dengan\u00a0jutaan\u00a0kata-kata\u00a0 dalam\u00a0fikiran\u00a0yang\u00a0 perlahan\u00a0menjadi\u00a0membingungkan,\u00a0menekan\u00a0diri\u00a0hingga\u00a0memercikkan\u00a0api\u00a0permusuhan,\u00a0serta\u00a0penyesalan\u00a0puncak\u00a0dalam\u00a0diri<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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